Cannes 2013 and the only Film I was looking forward to ...

Sadly in the normal cable TV here was no live Show of Cannes and their Films, they were barely mention, the only time Only Lovers left alive was mentioned...they actually showed the Preview Snibbits that were on youtube weeks ago.

But lucky we, we have the net and so I could find quiet a few things to my liking...

...are you ready to loose your Ovaries...?

I put that Video together just to enjoy the short moments of Tom´s adorableness ;-)

The most amazing thing is that we got a whole bunch of new big and sharp pictures of him in Cannes. I can´t decide witch Suit was more attractive...I like the blue one really much. But he also looks awesome in the Black for sure but the blue one was not so - how can I say it looked easily. Not so offical and by the way ... who hadn´t worn a black Suit?

And the first thing I noticed was his Sunburn ;-) because of the Ocean Winds you don´t feel you got one - happend to me plenty of times. Not only his face got darker, you can see the white frame at the beginning of his hair and also the white place were his sun glasses were...a few people were wondering why he wasn´t as much fun on the conference as he used to before at this shows...a room, full of people, it´s hot no winds, your skin is killing you...you want to cratch it but it hurts like hell...I bet he was happy going out of there...so know scroll up again and enjoy the pictures one more time <3 br="">

New Pictures Hiddles

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Girls hold on to your Ovaries...I already lost them. I´m laughing like crazy, my face turned hot, it´s like I feel his embaressment. Just crazy. But I´m done for.
That is so not fair, he cracks me up because he is really laughing about him self and that is like the cutest laugh ever.

It´s a plain stupid Video but if that doesn´t make you laugh I don´t know what does-

It´s just the Outtakes of MTV´s Loki´d Scetch.

Sadly it´s been announced that he won´t make it as Eric Draven in the Epic Film The Crow. It´s sad because he, well in my eyes, would have been great, I think he could have brought that Film even more depth, as it already has.

The Guy they took, has neither the charisma of Tom nor the beauty of Brandon Lee. But in fact the Original is Legend. And so it can´t be copied. No chance.

Instead I´m curious about the Vampire Movie Tom made, it should be in the Cinemas in this year, it already way shown in Cannes this Month.
But I´m counting the days to October for Thor II. of cause I love to see Chris and Tom together. I didn´t see Thor in Cinema, but this time for sure, maybe there will be a double feature and I sure as Hell will attend to both if possible.

Tom Hiddleston and his share of crazy girls

I´m still not over my Obsession but it´s getting better. But luckily I´m not alone with that. I mean when I´m searching my way through twitter and tumblr the Fan Pictures and gifs, also Videos are jumping on my screen non stop.

And I see no sign of stopping it like at all. I also went for his Audiobooks, ans sometimes I´m wondering, just what am I doing? But then again, I still watch, sitting there smiling like an Idiot and I know it, but I´m so happy at it. And then I read about his encouragement with Unicef, you know 1 Pound a Day-and how he felt doing it. He had a good Childhood, how hard he worked to get there were he is now, and how greatfull he is.

He got lucky. And I love him even more. He never did expierince hunger or desperation to the extent of trying to harm himself - Hell knows I did. But he is giving me hope, that there are indeed people, who live a happy live, who are developing in their work. Here where I live my live, is no one like that, like at all. Sometimes I think live is nothing more than Routine, Alcohol and Fuck. That´s all there is.

It´s like losing your faith in humanity. Everywhere seems, killing, sickness, war and catastrophes, and your thoughts are getting really nasty, if you´re also pretty much alone.

But one Interview with Tom, one Video about him being like he is, and the World just enlightens.
Suddenly your World is so full of love and laughing and also crying, that you can´t remember why you have been so desperate -

I just feel this immense Greatfulness for him, that he has found his way into my litte live, it doesn´t matter that he´ll never gonna know me, or what deep impact he has on me - he gives so many People so much. So that I just wish for him to be truly Happy, that he loves and gets love back, that he can keep on doing the work he loves so much.

So I hope he´ll keep on Rocking our World.

Once I was real

I just edited German Subtitles for fun...The Credit goes to Gaby-she made an awsome Video:

 

 

 



Tom Hiddleston

Notice the change of my Banner? Yeah, he is wonderfull isn´t he?

I fell in love with his Loki, I just saw him and thought by myself, that is LOKI, the way he moves, that face, the eyes, his Bodyshape - everything about him, was like I had imagined my very own Loki.

But he really got me as soon as I watched Interviews of him, that smile, with his joking and of cause that Voice. It has a ring to it, that is attractive and somehow calm and when he is enjoying his impressions it´s making you weak.

 

While you´re laughin about his expressions and his jokes, you get the feeling, yes, I really, really like him. It´s like a wave and you´re asking yourself, where have you been all this time, Tom?

 

Maybe it´s because, he seems so damn nice and lovely, and you think that he really is like that, I mean I can´t know if he is in private really like this, he just gives up that feeling that he is - just like that. Easy going, fun and real nice guy to be with.

 

I, myyself like his Face because it´s sharp, feminin and elegant, but at the same time it´s really manly. But he is also slender, but he is tall. And he has this broard Shoulders.

 

And then while watching Henry V. he is touching you even more, basically with his eyes, his tears and the firce stare, you can feel what he is playing, it´s like you´re crying for him, you´re laughing with him until you´re trembeling.

 

 

It´s nearly the same as being in love. It comes from the same place. He makes you think you can look right into his heart. And you can´t help but feel the Pain of his Character. Well, it´s like that for me at least.

 

He´s two years older than me, and sometimes I wish I could be as fun and openly positive like him. Love my life just like he does. And he is influencing my life, and even if he doesn´t know that, it´s alright, because it is giving me hope that I can change. That I can reach for the stars even if I never reach them.

 

I´m just thankfull that he found me, even if I´m just one of many stars out there in the dark.