I´m still not over my Obsession but it´s getting better. But luckily I´m not alone with that. I mean when I´m searching my way through twitter and tumblr the Fan Pictures and gifs, also Videos are jumping on my screen non stop.
And I see no sign of stopping it like at all. I also went for his Audiobooks, ans sometimes I´m wondering, just what am I doing? But then again, I still watch, sitting there smiling like an Idiot and I know it, but I´m so happy at it. And then I read about his encouragement with Unicef, you know 1 Pound a Day-and how he felt doing it. He had a good Childhood, how hard he worked to get there were he is now, and how greatfull he is.
He got lucky. And I love him even more. He never did expierince hunger or desperation to the extent of trying to harm himself - Hell knows I did. But he is giving me hope, that there are indeed people, who live a happy live, who are developing in their work. Here where I live my live, is no one like that, like at all. Sometimes I think live is nothing more than Routine, Alcohol and Fuck. That´s all there is.
It´s like losing your faith in humanity. Everywhere seems, killing, sickness, war and catastrophes, and your thoughts are getting really nasty, if you´re also pretty much alone.
But one Interview with Tom, one Video about him being like he is, and the World just enlightens.
Suddenly your World is so full of love and laughing and also crying, that you can´t remember why you have been so desperate -
I just feel this immense Greatfulness for him, that he has found his way into my litte live, it doesn´t matter that he´ll never gonna know me, or what deep impact he has on me - he gives so many People so much. So that I just wish for him to be truly Happy, that he loves and gets love back, that he can keep on doing the work he loves so much.
So I hope he´ll keep on Rocking our World.
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