well I did it at 3 a.m. london time - on the bike, lifting shit and go for a run and jumping on a bike again. After one hour I was done. I tried not to over do it - but my arms still hurt.
But it was quite fun because I could do the running without feeling watched because of my up and down jumping boobs while do the running.
And the shower was only for me after the exercises as well as the mirror :-)
I will go every second day for now ... let´s see if I can make it a week, the beginning is always the hardest. And your lazy innerself is taking over from time to time.
I really wish there would be a dance it curse at my gym, like zumba or something like that. That would be fun. God just imagine doing zumba with Hiddles - man I really need sleep :-)
8/30/2013
8/29/2013
Crazy or what?
Okay. The thing is, I asked this myself the whole time, when does Tom actually have the time for his running - and why - because he lives in London - did nobody see him doing his runs. Now I read he does them at 3 am.
And with this day - 3 am london time, will be the time I´ll get up, put my things on and visit the gym. Because I hardly go - but pay every month and I think the thought of him doing his runs at the same time, will help me to continue and don´t get lazy about it.
It´s like he has become some kind of guardian spirit - a kind of guru for me. I'm a pretty negative and often a sad person - but his joy and humbleness I want to be able to say 'I am an optimist. I choose to be,there is a lot of darkness in our world, there is a lot of pain and you can either choose to see that or you can choose to see the joy. If you try to respond positively to the world, you’ll spend your time better. If you respond negatively, you might one day look back and say, ‘Why did I spend the whole time complaining? Why didn’t I acknowledge the stuff I have, never mind the stuff I didn’t have?’ I’m a glass-half-full person, simply because it’s a better use of my time.'
And it is, who would mind the people saying your kind of blue eyeish, this is the thing - negativity and sarcasm has never given anyone a more safisfied life, has never made a life better or someone happy. He makes me want to change myself. To do something about my unhappiness. Just do something.
My Mum told me the other day this Man would be diseappearing like any other Idol I had, but this won´t be happening, I liked them because I felt near to them, because I thought I saw a part of myself in them, but this guy is my total opposite. Like I was the black and he the white side of the ying-yang.
But - I never felt so near to someone I actually never met.
In a intimate, really deep personal way. This is kinda strange for I like girls actually. More than guys - in a sexual way. This feeling is really from the heart. I like him. and I like the way he makes me feel about myself and that he forces me to see myself in a different light and that he infact changed my life.
And with this day - 3 am london time, will be the time I´ll get up, put my things on and visit the gym. Because I hardly go - but pay every month and I think the thought of him doing his runs at the same time, will help me to continue and don´t get lazy about it.
It´s like he has become some kind of guardian spirit - a kind of guru for me. I'm a pretty negative and often a sad person - but his joy and humbleness I want to be able to say 'I am an optimist. I choose to be,there is a lot of darkness in our world, there is a lot of pain and you can either choose to see that or you can choose to see the joy. If you try to respond positively to the world, you’ll spend your time better. If you respond negatively, you might one day look back and say, ‘Why did I spend the whole time complaining? Why didn’t I acknowledge the stuff I have, never mind the stuff I didn’t have?’ I’m a glass-half-full person, simply because it’s a better use of my time.'
And it is, who would mind the people saying your kind of blue eyeish, this is the thing - negativity and sarcasm has never given anyone a more safisfied life, has never made a life better or someone happy. He makes me want to change myself. To do something about my unhappiness. Just do something.
My Mum told me the other day this Man would be diseappearing like any other Idol I had, but this won´t be happening, I liked them because I felt near to them, because I thought I saw a part of myself in them, but this guy is my total opposite. Like I was the black and he the white side of the ying-yang.
But - I never felt so near to someone I actually never met.
In a intimate, really deep personal way. This is kinda strange for I like girls actually. More than guys - in a sexual way. This feeling is really from the heart. I like him. and I like the way he makes me feel about myself and that he forces me to see myself in a different light and that he infact changed my life.
8/26/2013
well if insanity strikes hiddlestoner
I just joined a gamble about a ticket for Coriolanus in london - what means I´ll save 300 euros just to get to london - to join two girls who have a saved ticket for the donmar house.
This is crazy. If I win I would stay from 11-13.12. but the chance to actually see him live - at a theatre - was too amazing to not join the game. But if not it´s also alright, I´ll save up some money for next year - he´´ll deffintly do plays again, and I´ll be prepared.
This is crazy. If I win I would stay from 11-13.12. but the chance to actually see him live - at a theatre - was too amazing to not join the game. But if not it´s also alright, I´ll save up some money for next year - he´´ll deffintly do plays again, and I´ll be prepared.
8/23/2013
Under the hall of the sun,
we are bound to dream?
Under the hall of the sun,
we are supposed to fill the ocean with our tears;
Under the hall of the sun,
we are to give our life for the ones we love;
Under the hall of the sun,
my heart is breaking, had never intend to love someone;
Under the hall of the sun,
my life was gone.
Heaven´s sake
I hate it so much, it annoys me to no return - if fans are posting Hiddleston pics and write
- what a dork ... perfect fucker ... little shit etc. you get what I mean. Why can´t they even try to write nice things? maybe I´m too selfcentred but I would never write something insulting about him. I don´t get it. I adore him to no end, and I try to grow closer to be as polite as he is - thou I will never perfectly make it - I know, but I try my best.
He is one of the nicest guys walking the earth - and here are his so called fans - insulting him all the time. It´s like I would call my Mum Slut - or say Hey you whore how´s it going?
It isn´t funny and it seems really lame and uneducated.
SO I just needed to say it once. So then I´ll drown into my Hiddlesworld again ... just with him and me and love and pudding.
PS. I know they don´t want to offend him - it just bites on my nerves, that´s all.
- what a dork ... perfect fucker ... little shit etc. you get what I mean. Why can´t they even try to write nice things? maybe I´m too selfcentred but I would never write something insulting about him. I don´t get it. I adore him to no end, and I try to grow closer to be as polite as he is - thou I will never perfectly make it - I know, but I try my best.
He is one of the nicest guys walking the earth - and here are his so called fans - insulting him all the time. It´s like I would call my Mum Slut - or say Hey you whore how´s it going?
It isn´t funny and it seems really lame and uneducated.
SO I just needed to say it once. So then I´ll drown into my Hiddlesworld again ... just with him and me and love and pudding.
PS. I know they don´t want to offend him - it just bites on my nerves, that´s all.
8/09/2013
After the Trailer
So everyone is already nuts after the 2nd day of the release ...
Basically because of Tom. For obvisious reasons. I was going crazy about one shot in it. Because it shows another guy as loki. Luckily I wasn´t the only one who saw it - I already thought I was seeing things.
This is not the same man.
And I also don´t think it´s a stunt double. Because I never noticed them before - Marvel and Joss are pretty good. So I think it´s something in the Story line - a trick. Well Loki is a trickster. And his magic abilities have grown too. Crashing his furniture in his cell.
Everything about it looks fantastic. Thor ähem Chris is to die for. This is his best look as THor ... til now. Who knows what comes next ... exept the 3 month´s persiode that we have to wait -
Basically because of Tom. For obvisious reasons. I was going crazy about one shot in it. Because it shows another guy as loki. Luckily I wasn´t the only one who saw it - I already thought I was seeing things.
This is not the same man.
And I also don´t think it´s a stunt double. Because I never noticed them before - Marvel and Joss are pretty good. So I think it´s something in the Story line - a trick. Well Loki is a trickster. And his magic abilities have grown too. Crashing his furniture in his cell.
Everything about it looks fantastic. Thor ähem Chris is to die for. This is his best look as THor ... til now. Who knows what comes next ... exept the 3 month´s persiode that we have to wait -
8/07/2013
NEW THOR 2 TRAILER
Okay so tumblr, twitter and facebook go all crazy because in 25 minutes the new Trailer will be on you tube. I just sat since 7.30h before my Notebook - just to don´t miss it. I even made a new Tom Video to pass the time.
It´s crazy, it´s like your mind is tangeled up somewhere in the Marvel universe. Just to know it will have 2:30 minutes. Loki will be the focus. And the scene of him cutting off Thor´s Hand -
I´m not so excited about the slap. I already hated seeing him get slapped in Henry V - just the thought of him getting hurt in scenes. Because he got a real slap - because it helped him feel the scene.
20 Minutes. And I can truely say I`m not rational anymore. It´s becoming an addiction.
It´s crazy, it´s like your mind is tangeled up somewhere in the Marvel universe. Just to know it will have 2:30 minutes. Loki will be the focus. And the scene of him cutting off Thor´s Hand -
I´m not so excited about the slap. I already hated seeing him get slapped in Henry V - just the thought of him getting hurt in scenes. Because he got a real slap - because it helped him feel the scene.
20 Minutes. And I can truely say I`m not rational anymore. It´s becoming an addiction.
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